In an ideal world and utopistic one, people and not just regular ones but the loved ones should be supportive and be there to encourage you.
It is a well-known truth that the first person who should believe in you is totally and ultimately yourself, the one that you see in the mirror every morning when you rise and every evening when you turn your switch off.
However, the family you belong to, the one you’ve chosen and the friends who surround you should be your greatest fans. It is up to them to encourage you day by day, step by step.
To a better present and future with a circle of positive supporters and not anyone bearing a grudge.
Once upon a time there was a boy, or a girl, or who the fuck actually cares. 2017 is the year or it should be when no one really focuses on the gender or the sexual orientation of a person. In an ideal world, people wouldn’t go around wondering about the gender classification and the sexual orientation of a person. Paradoxically, individuals still do and for many different reasons.
You are in the middle of an ESL class when in a corner you hear some students whispering and questioning about your sexual orientation. Is this lesson related? Do you also want to know how many times I usually use the restroom per day? What else do you want to find out about me? This brings you back in time when as a kid, you were bullied cuz you liked to play with girls, did ballet and even had a Barbie. Certainly, your skin got thicker after years of being mocked: called by different names except yours, laughed at when you were walking in the corridor of the school or when you were entering a place or you were just walking around the city. These are just a few of all the hundred times you even wonder if your life was worth it. That embarrassment and uncomfortable sensation are far gone, but people still care about who you are.
Oscar Wilde once said, “there is only thing in life worse than being talked about, and that is not being talked about.”
At the end of the day life goes on and you know what I was born like that, middle finger in the air!!
We all talk and talk about love, being at peace and in harmony with one another. However, every day we act like we are totally going towards the other direction. Recently, something happened to me and that makes me realize that I have to choose my tribe. So bye bye or as French would say, “adieu”.
Dorian:A Broken Heart
Pain pain pain
Such a broken heart
Insane insane insane
I cannot feel my heart
You came inside
You flew outside
We cry you out of our hearts
But the memory of you
Stays as darts
And aches so bad because of you.
We’ll get stronger
Cuz of sufferance
Which is wider
And gives us a chance
I still feel your heartbeat
It was so quiet
Let it rest in peace
And be in unison with my part
When you accept yourself with all your flaws, the others should feel the same!
Just be yourself or who you want to be as long as you do not harm others!
Il vaut mieux être détesté pour ce que vous êtes que d’être aimé pour ce que vous n’êtes pas.
– Andrè Gide